This song speaks to me. I have felt myself recently in a few magical moments with someone I am now close to. I have mostly hid the relationship from everyone, largely to protect her, but it is hard not to talk about it.

She has helped me to see who I am; a protector, a lover, a monster. These are good things, even if it might not seem like it. I am all of these things and more, but it was not something I could see. Until I met her.

A casual brush on the thigh in an excited moment at a party and I was hooked. The funniest part of it is, I didn’t really notice her before that. I was singing along with the song she was singing, and she was surprised that I knew it. She came over to me and the look she gave me was penetrating. Aaaand Scene.

Seven months later, we are living together and doing things together and exploring who we are. And, also, sharing our pain together. It is rather amazing what is happening to me, but I can’t really share it with everyone at this time.

I can say this; I am beautiful with her.